Friday, June 01, 2012

There is absolutely nothing in this world I wouldn't do for my daughter. I would give my life to see her save and happy and I will always fight for her and her future. That is the kind of mother i am.


Parolagem da vida


Como a vida muda.
Como a vida é muda.
Como a vida é nula.
Como a vida é nada.
Como a vida é tudo.
Tudo que se perde
mesmo sem ter ganho.
Como a vida é senha
de outra vida nova
que envelhece antes
de romper o novo.
Como a vida é outra
sempre outra, outra
não a que é vivida.
Como a vida é vida
ainda quando morte
esculpida em vida.
Como a vida é forte
em suas algemas.
Como dói a vida
quando tira a veste
de prata celeste.
Como a vida é isto
misturado àquilo.
Como a vida é bela
sendo uma pantera
de garra quebrada.
Como a vida é louca
estúpida, mouca
e no entanto chama
a torrar-se em chama.
Como a vida chora
de saber que é vida
e nunca nunca nunca
leva a sério o homem,
esse lobisomem.
Como a vida ri
a cada manhã
de seu próprio absurdo
e a cada momento
dá de novo a todos
uma prenda estranha.
Como a vida joga
de paz e de guerra
povoando a terra
de leis e fantasmas.
Como a vida toca
seu gasto realejo
fazendo da valsa
um puro Vivaldi.
Como a vida vale
mais que a própria vida
sempre renascida
em flor e formiga
em seixo rolado
peito desolado
coração amante.
E como se salva
a uma só palavra
escrita no sangue
desde o nascimento:
amor, vidamor!


-Drummond-

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

''Nature has no mercy at all. Nature says, "I'm going to snow. If you have on a bikini and no snowshoes, that's tough. I am going to snow anyway."''- Maya Angelou

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Me and MiLady Di
Yeaahhh boefjes are back! Happy me!
What a week! My God! Well... I survived! The weather was great. Hot&Sunny! Amsterdam looks amazingly beautiful when the sun shines.
Mary moments, snapshots of my week.

Friday, May 25, 2012

You know what you get when you try to please everyone? You get shit! And you get hurt! So Mariana, do try not to forget that YOU CAN NEVER PLEASE EVERYONE!
So tired being the one that is always there for everybody, always understanding and trying to keep the harmony. It's not an easy time for me as i am struggling with my health(hormone problems). It's hard to stay together sometimes. I have to do a good job at work, keep my house organized and clean, trying to see all my friends and be there for them. Supporting my mom as she is quite sick and going thru a ruff time, being there for my brother, sister, boyfriend and of course being the best mom i can be to my daughter. It's exhausting!! I would really love to please everyone but i just can't and the shit thing is that i feel bad about it. Hormones! I'll just blame these F&^%#@ Hormones!

Fatboy Slim - Demons ft. Macy Gray



They say she had a heart attack
I think the preacher's coming back
And I'm frying 'cos all my love's electrifying

And I'm comfy like a cess-pool
Wanna be with you
And it's my premonition
I better give my heart a listen
And my preacher say

All of your demons will wither away
Ecstacy comes and they cannot stay
You'll understand when you come my way
'Cos all of my demons have withered away

They said he shook himself to death
I wanna dance 'til my last breath
But mister disco only parties hard in Frisco

And I'm comfy like a cess-pool
Wanna be with you
And it's my premonition
I better give my heart a listen
And my preacher say

All of your demons will wither away
Ecstacy comes and they cannot stay
You'll understand when you come my way
'Cos all of my demons have withered away

Jason Mraz & Macy Gray - I'm Your Demon ! ♥



Sometimes you love someone so much that when they are not with you, it's like you miss a leg or an arm or even your heart. I miss my heart.

Thursday, May 24, 2012







Wow! 2 weeks without Facebook...or should i say FAKEbook? 2 weeks that i've committed virtual suicide :p
I don't really miss it but it was nice to know what my REAL FRIENDS & FAMILY were up to. Was also a way to be close to my loved ones that are far away.
My life is so busy right now that i hardly have time for myself  and after many discussions about it i decided to get out. One day i return but for now is good to be OFF.
It is quite nice actually, more quiet and relax as i don't need to know what my 600 "friends" are doing or thinking or thinking that they are doing!
For some it's like...
HELLOOOO,
You are not deep, you are not intellectual, you are not an artist, you are not a critic, you are not a poet
YOU JUST HAVE INTERNET ACCESS! Duhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Don't worry Bloggie, i won't kill you. You are my last scape!


Wednesday, May 23, 2012

OMG! I found Nemo! :P hihi
Sending to Turkey...
Curious to know how long would it take to get there.

Donna Summer - State Of Independence

I performed this song ones...Standing on the table, on my imaginary stage i was singing to my imaginary public. Yes! It was a great show! right Donna? :)

Donna Summer - She Works Hard For The Money

Super Donna! Love! Heaven is getting more & more beautiful stars. RIP

Tuesday, May 22, 2012