MARTHA NABWIRE in "Miss Her Smile" | URBAN CONNECTION | Stockholm, Swede...

WOW! WOW! WOW!

Yes my dears! meditation is the key!

''Nature has no mercy at all. Nature says, "I'm going to snow. If you have on a bikini and no snowshoes, that's tough. I am going to snow anyway."''- Maya Angelou

Me and MiLady Di

Yeaahhh boefjes are back! Happy me!

What a week! My God! Well... I survived! The weather was great. Hot&Sunny! Amsterdam looks amazingly beautiful when the sun shines.
Mary moments, snapshots of my week.

You know what you get when you try to please everyone? You get shit! And you get hurt! So Mariana, do try not to forget that YOU CAN NEVER PLEASE EVERYONE!
So tired being the one that is always there for everybody, always understanding and trying to keep the harmony. It's not an easy time for me as i am struggling with my health(hormone problems). It's hard to stay together sometimes. I have to do a good job at work, keep my house organized and clean, trying to see all my friends and be there for them. Supporting my mom as she is quite sick and going thru a ruff time, being there for my brother, sister, boyfriend and of course being the best mom i can be to my daughter. It's exhausting!! I would really love to please everyone but i just can't and the shit thing is that i feel bad about it. Hormones! I'll just blame these F&^%#@ Hormones!

Fatboy Slim - Demons ft. Macy Gray

They say she had a heart attack
I think the preacher's coming back
And I'm frying 'cos all my love's electrifying

And I'm comfy like a cess-pool
Wanna be with you
And it's my premonition
I better give my heart a listen
And my preacher say

All of your demons will wither away
Ecstacy comes and they cannot stay
You'll understand when you come my way
'Cos all of my demons have withered away

They said he shook himself to death
I wanna dance 'til my last breath
But mister disco only parties hard in Frisco

And I'm comfy like a cess-pool
Wanna be with you
And it's my premonition
I better give my heart a listen
And my preacher say

All of your demons will wither away
Ecstacy comes and they cannot stay
You'll understand when you come my way
'Cos all of my demons have withered away

Jason Mraz & Macy Gray - I'm Your Demon ! ♥

Sometimes you love someone so much that when they are not with you, it's like you miss a leg or an arm or even your heart. I miss my heart.

Wow! 2 weeks without Facebook...or should i say FAKEbook? 2 weeks that i've committed virtual suicide :p
I don't really miss it but it was nice to know what my REAL FRIENDS & FAMILY were up to. Was also a way to be close to my loved ones that are far away.
My life is so busy right now that i hardly have time for myself  and after many discussions about it i decided to get out. One day i return but for now is good to be OFF.
It is quite nice actually, more quiet and relax as i don't need to know what my 600 "friends" are doing or thinking or thinking that they are doing!
For some it's like...
HELLOOOO,
You are not deep, you are not intellectual, you are not an artist, you are not a critic, you are not a poet
YOU JUST HAVE INTERNET ACCESS! Duhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Don't worry Bloggie, i won't kill you. You are my last scape!

OMG! I found Nemo! :P hihi

Sending to Turkey...
Curious to know how long would it take to get there.

Donna Summer - State Of Independence

I performed this song ones...Standing on the table, on my imaginary stage i was singing to my imaginary public. Yes! It was a great show! right Donna? :)

Donna Summer - She Works Hard For The Money

Super Donna! Love! Heaven is getting more & more beautiful stars. RIP

And my desk with loads of work. Nice!

Nena & Marsie enjoying their vacation in Turkey.

Gotye - In Your Light

Sunshine

Oww...finally the sun decided to come out and warm us up. Very nice sunny Saturday with my girl. Just heaven.

There is no easy way to say goodbye to a loved one. We know that the time will come eventually but we can never prepare ourselves, we can only hope that our loved one is going to a better place.

The End of the Lane

As i thought i still had some episodes to watch before the end of my favorite Tv Show, there i was watching the 2 last ones. Quite sad, and now with my hormones all screwed up... i cried non stop.  I  didn't wanted to end but after 8 years, that was goodbye to Wisteria Lane.

I saw it for the first time in the third season, got hooked and have been watching since. It was craziness at its best and i loved it.

I have to say that it was one of the best endings that i've could imagined. Was nice that the Scavos finally got back 2gether and that they and the Delfinos end up together in New York (if I remember correctly, Julie was going to go to school there and Susan would help take care of the baby). That way they can all enjoy the grandchild. I still don't understand why Mike had to die so close to the end of the series. It didn't really serve any purpose. Too sad for Susan. Carlos and Gabby, so sexy and funny. I do love Carlos! (Quote: We don't Waltz thru our marriage, we tango!) 

And Mrs. McCluskey,  she was the real heart of the finale.

 This show gave me so much - laughter, tears, shocks, giggles, joy, sadness, made me angry and disappointed me many times but also took my breath away.

Like many fans i will now watch it again, from the start! 

Great job crew! Thank you!

Got this link from You Tube with some of the best moments, very nice done!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wHqa7W3mR0c&feature=showob

My lovely one

And to think that I didn't want to have kids...
Can not imagine my world without her.

A bit of mom,s day @t mom's house

Collage I made for my mom and granny!

Mama Mia

It Sure is the hardest job ever but also the most rewarding. Mother and child love... It,s priceless!
Mama I could never thank you enough!

Florence + The Machine - Shake It Out

Impossible to watch a video on youtube without those terrible adds. bahhh

Florence and the machine, one of the best at the moment. I'm so sorry that i missed their concert here in Amsterdam. Next time!

Looking for heaven for the devil in me...

The moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little pray for you


Praying for better days...with more sunshine.
I desperate need sunshine.

Good Old Times...